9.11.2012

being engaged sucks.

no really, it does. you think it's going to be all happy and all about you and your fiance, but let me rain on your parade for a second...
IT'S. NOT. ABOUT. YOU. okay, that's a slight exaggeration, but only slight. because my parents are paying for this wedding, it's "their" wedding. this is what i've decided...as long as josh and i are married by the end of the day, i don't really care what happens.
the wedding has turned into an extremely formal dinner which has cut down our list to about 300. if you think that's alot, you have no idea. let's just say................i want to be married...............NOW. no, yesterday.

on the other hand, and in better news, i am looking to buy a baby bulldog. yes, yes i am. we am going to name her dolly, and if it's a boy, we're going to name him tobey.

here's a video:
MY BABY GIRL!!!

anyway, stop being jealous, and start feeling bad for me because being engaged is the WORST!!