charly.

charly is the dumbest movie i've ever seen. we watched it last night aaaaaand of course, i cried. i mostly only cried because i started thinking about how it would be if i were to lose josh. that stupid movie made me realize that josh is my soul-mate. i mean, of course i knew that, and to be honest i don't even believe in soul-mates. josh and i are two of a kind. we are perfect for each other, but by no means perfect on our own. i know that josh would be right by my side if i were to face something as devastating as cancer. i also know that i can only see josh by my side while i'm in labor, or even just sitting in church. i can only see josh making me happy for the rest of my life.