here comes goodbye...there it went...

i miss him more every single day i don't get to see his smile, feel his kiss, or hear him laugh.

saying goodbye was pathetically hard. i cried, of course. as i was walking away after saying goodbye, i realized josh forgot to give me his dogtags. i immediately sprinted through the whole security line and yelled, "josh!!!". when i got to him, he was waiting to put them on me, and then gave me the sweetest kiss he has ever given me. i turned to run back and said i love you, and he said it back.

my biggest regret from that day is not blowing him a kiss and him not blowing me one back like we always do. i cried alot because of that. it's our thing. he was nervous, and i was sad. i hope he's okay. i write to him everyday in the journal he gave me. i'll see him again soon. 24 days.

i love you, josh.

thank you, miley cyrus.

today, i like miley cyrus. why? she is engaged at 19. sweet. once my mom sees that she won't be able to hold my age against me anymore!

LETS DO THIS! just kidding. but seriously......................................

i'm sorry.

josh, i know you might see this face all too often lately...but just know....i love you...and hopefully soon, you will be seeing more of this face...

meaty.

this is our puppy. he looks sassy, eh?! and yes...his name is meaty. just be glad i didn't give in to josh's suggestions of "dd"....as in....double d. yeah. okay, so he might not exist yet, but he will....soon.